jus gotten anthony's godsis' hp no,was happy..

we did exchanged SMS,in the end,anthony told me that his godsis find me boring,lol.
maybe my questions to her were rather dull,well..was lazy to press the keys.
guess this should be the first time a girl find me boring,lol.
there isn't any chemistry between both of us,so i guess,i should not have wasted her time,
and there goes her hp no,deleted.
have told myself if she is keen on me,she will SMS me.
and i will then save her hp no again.but unluckily,for the whole of today,
she did not,lol.

my impression to her is an active girl who likes to hang out with her friends.
on the contrary,i'm totally opp. of her personality.
i guess,i'm not quite suited to be with sagittarius girl,or rather,pretty girls.

i'm envious whenever i see couples displaying their affections in public.
it's been almost 1.5 years of single life..
even samcheng has found a gf,and they are very compatible,most compatible couples
i have ever seen,happy for him.
when is my turn?

surface;
she does not have to be pretty because i am not handsome. (though i always wish for a pretty gf)
but i ask for a fair complexion because mine is fair too.
i do not really matter about height.as long as she doesn't mind a 1.81m guy.
she must not be too big sized,but pleasantly plump is fine though i am big sized.
non-smoker.drink abit is ok.

inner;
serious in relationship.
able to communicate.
be there for me when i am down.
gentle & caring if possible,but the 1st 3 listed are the most crutial.

am i asking too much,seriously?

don't know why,jus have a feeling that i'm looked down by some people.
somemore,his godsis is a nurse,a professional job.what am i?
just a typist or rather ,data entry from a very reputable company,DHL which is much worth
to mention.