my officer, zam,had a talk with me,though he is my superior,we talked like friends.very relax.
he also felt that sebas should not have given me a warning letter,should have talked to me about it nicely.
at least i know that zam disagrees with the way sebas handles stuffs.

zam is a good officer,he knows how to tackle with his colleagues.but too bad,he only know how to whine behind his superiors,don't know how to tell them straight infront of their faces. :\
i think this is the only thing i won him; shoot back infront of sebas. LOL

from what i heard from jason,yow wee permitted sebas to give me warning letter.WTF.
from then,i changed my impression on yow wee.as a chinese phrase saying, 'tian xia wu ya yi ban hei' (all the crows are black),meaning they are one of a kind.

jason lonbang me to compass point,as i want to go over the computer shop and browse the wireless router modem.
after some consideration,i decided to buy one,which is a wireless router (since i have a modem at home). because wireless router modem is more expensive.




i like the size & design,very compact & small,needless to say,it's light.

as samcheng asked me before, 'why do you need a wireless router modem?'
reasons:
1. hook up my PS3 & PSP to it.and can get both connected together (ps3 failed to detect PSP,don't know why)
2. my n95 can get to connect wirelessly.
3. maybe next time,if i have a laptop or my future wife/gf,then can save all the hassles.

and 31st may,vesak day is the 'official' house warming. dad & mum's relatives are coming.
i think added up should be around 40.

why did i mention 'official'? because i want to separate my good friends from the crowd,so that i can concentrate to chat with them,to catch up. told mum about it,she did not quite like the idea,as extra money have to spent on food.i have to agree with this,but told her liao,i fork out the money.
probably should be on the 26th may,it's on a sat.
yes i am working on that day,but ever since i 'received' the gift from sebas or rather,yow wee,i never cared so much liao.yes,if mum has no problem with it,i will get MC on that day as rach said that don't apply leave,it would be a waste.
for your info,sat is the busiest day.till then,vincent would be very busy like hell.

but fuck care him,i don't like him.he is one fucker,a stabber.
recently,he backstabbed owen as he was late for work,2 times already.
vincent called sebas straightaway and tell him.
see how fuck up he is?
that fucker should have approached owen first before making a call to sebas.but too bad,he did not.

i must repeat myself again, there's alot of reasons why 'everyone hates vincent' (rings a bell?ever heard of an ang moh sitcom 'everyone loves raymond'? lol)

vincent,as zam described him as someone who always wanna be superior to everyone,someone wanna dominates the whole team,always wanna try to be on top of others.
this is fucking true.

but too bad,vincent does not has what it takes to be a team leader. LOL PWNED.

luckily i am glad that i have nice colleagues to work with like,fairuz,zam,owen,wei ming,jason,khairul,latiff. all these people rox.

minority like vincent,stiffe lai & sebas,all can fuck off. (minority report LOL).

collected my PS3 from megastore courts,waited for 1 hr as my sales man was attending another customer.
last minute,i added on a SIXAXIS controller & a game - resistance.


because of this game,i bought an extra controller.never knew that it is difficult to navigate through walking & shooting.but i guess,i shall try and learn how to play instead of throwing money into the drain.

and omfg,my PS3 is a japan version,so PS2 US version games are not compatible with it.

as i was anxious,i inserted GT4 in it,but unable to play,and i thought FF12 can be played,but i was wrong again.the reason for all these mistakes was due to ignorant about such thing called 'US/Jap/Asian version' of games.they are region locked.meaning unless your PS3 is a US version,you can't play PS2 US games.
damage: $135.

as it was late already,i decided to chaokeng another day just because of i must do something about these games.

went to funzcentre at AMK hub,was told that they do video game trading in too.
i thought i could get a decent price,but no,i tried asking for my 'resistance',they quoted me $30 only when it cost $82.
and the japan ver of GT4 & FF12 went out of stock.

i then went over to HG mall,where i bought my PS2 games from.
the auntie of the shop whom i have known for maybe 20 years,rejected to do a 2 to 2 exchange of PS2 games.so in the end,we settled it by exchanging 2 PS2 games for a PS3 game which i have eyeing since the day i was at courts - need for speed carbon. (NFSC)

luckily it was not hard to play,a cool game i must say.no regrets.
only thing is i made a loss of $55 by exchanging for this game which cost $79.90,or rather,by opening up the 2 PS2 games.
no choice as my PS3 can't play those US games.
but i am still keen on playing GT4,should be more fun than this NFSC.

mum bought those essential items for the altar which she is going to set up.

a nice piece of figurine of the smiling buddha.

took pics of my mum.

guess how old is she?

was taken days back,sunrise on a sunday morning around 7am:


ps: amk hub is a nice place to shop,very big. IMO.

that's all for the update,thanks for reading!

i never wanted to chaokeng on wednesday but since courts called and told me that they have approved my application,i decided to take MC and enjoy my day. :>

at ASC,for now,i have already condemned 3 fellows.
vincent (team leader), stiffe lai (officer) & sebas (supervisor).

vincent: actually he is quite ok,but sometimes he doesn't know how to 'auto' abit.and he is very close to sebas.both have some similarities like,they are SAF (short and fat),and they share the same surname.
my other colleague,wei ming,told me that who knows maybe it was vincent who might have tipped sebas off about my 15 minutes lateness,errr no;should be 'deserting work station'.
and on top of that,before the guys shifted to XSC,alot of people already don't like vincent.so not only me.and other service centres also. pwned.

stiffe lai: this fellow is abit eccentric, i find him quite ok,but he made me wrong.
last saturday when i reported at work,i went into the office to grab some bread to eat (we are free to take the food),and when stiffe walked in,he said 'wah,everytime you come in here eat bread,all these kaya,margerine ,we bought one leh,like this kaya,fairuz (my colleague) bought it outside,then the bread we took from the office upstairs,it's free.'
i just go ahead to my applying of kaya.and he continued...
'you can eat lah,but sometimes just buy something and put here mah'
after i have finished applying kaya on my bread,before i walked out,i said: 'ok,sorry this is my last time to grab something here'
and knn,he still carried on,'no lah,you can eat if you want....'
i don't give a damn of what he said,i just walked away.
for this,maybe because of he have noticed me walking into the office to grab the bread to eat everytime,and moreover,i did not contribute anything.
come on lor,how did i know that those kaya & margerine were bought from fellow colleagues?i thought they were free as we were told to help ourselves towards the food.
very geh gao fellow.and yeah,majority of us do not like him,including vincent,should be lah.

sebas: needless to say.refer to previous post.

to be continued with pics!!!!

first time to chaokeng yesterday.why?because i was demoralised enough.

recently i am used to going to work just an hour earlier so that i can take an hour nap at the aircon changing room.then the day before yesterday,i failed to wake up despite that i had set alarm on my hp.
so in the end, i was 15 minutes late at work though i have punched my time at 1pm.
sebas,my supervisor,called me into the office.
he probed me why i was late.i then told him i was sleeping,then failed to wake up,told him i wasn't on purpose as i have told him before that i am aiming to get the best outbound staff award (not anymore).so cannot be possibly i am using my own head to bang the wall what.
but seriously,i never felt any vibration when i was napping.

but all sebas said,'it's not a valid reason,i don't care what you are doing before 2pm,but after 2pm,you must be here.'
come on lor,i worked hard for this company and even not to take a single MC this year as i am keen on the award title.and i was late by 15 minutes only.
he asked me to go and work first and he will let me know what is the outcome at night.

so in the night just before knocking off,he asked me into his office.
he put the warning letter on the table,just about to ask me sign.but before that,he told me that he will tell yow wee,my svc manager about it.
i straightaway shoot back him 'want me to sign,do it now,what for you talked so much nonsense?'
he just thrown the pen onto the paper,and i just signed without reading the contents.(where got mood to read since it's a warning letter?it's common lor.)

he then asked me,'what nonsense?'
i said, 'you have already said so much in the afternoon,now you still repeat?'
of course i wasn't happy,that was why i shot him back without any hesitation.

just after i stood up and walked away,i said, 'i have lost respect in you.'
and then when i went out by opening the door ,i said ,' fuck up.'

actually before that,my colleague,owen,kanna by sebas also.
but his case slightly different.he never reported at work for a day,because of some personal reason and sebas rejected the reason,and so yow wee passed down the order to ask sebas give owen a warning letter.
for your info,owen has been working for the past 7 years,he had done what he should,a responsible fellow,never 'geh gao' (calculating) and never get urgent leave except for this incident.but that was the fucking treatment sebas gave him.

never thought that owen told me himself,'i don't like sebas'
it was a shocking comment as i always thought that he does not bear any grudge with anyone at work place.

so since i have signed the letter,i can kiss the award title goodbye.
and so since i signed already,i don't give a damn at all,i just chaokeng since Courts had already approved my application installment on PS3.

never thought that i am 'MC free' for 4 months.because i always tried not to get MC & not to make any data entry mistake.
from the bottom of my heart,i wanna say a BIG THANKS to sebas.


ps.: i would like to clarify that it was my fault for not waking up on time.but i felt that sebas should have given me one last chance instead of just throwing me a warning letter.and the mistake i made - 'deserting work station'.as i said already,it wasn't intentionally.

to be continued...

took a night shot of the sea though it was in total darkness:


borrowed $30 from mum,went for lunch at nearby kopitiam before work.

was waiting for bus and 'caught' a girl glancing at me when i stood up as the bus came.the feeling of being glanced at by girls is excited & happy!

just nice that someone was dropping at one of the bus stops along changi beach,so i took that opportunity to take one shot:


went to pickup shipments with khairul as i was bored.get to see a lady in DHL uniform,she spoke malay with khairul and then i realised that she's a malaysian.a rather nice looking girl.wanted to know her,but then inferiority striked on me.not yandao enough to know her,that's my mindset.somemore,she's petite & i am so big.

sent rach a video i took with my n95 which i think was very clear,till she told me her hp 6288 has 95% of my n95 video cam quality which i find it hard to digest.
she thought that n95 is 3.2MP till i told her it's 5MP.likewise,she feels that a 2MP phone like 6288 can take 95% of good quality pics/vids that of N95 is insulting too.

rach's 6288 2MP pics:



if you want to compare between n95 & 6288,just scroll down my blog and the pics are there.

even 2MP can be so good and somemore it's not using carl zeiss lens $!%@^%$&%&^*
all i can say is,SGD1258 is not justifying the performance of N95.not worth it.

ikea people delivered the sofa & bed finally!
the bed fits just nice:


but not the sofa,protrudes out of the cabinet;



now my room looks cramp.my office chair looks bigger too.



rach said the sofa is ok as in not so bulky.mmm....for now,i wanna make my room a nice place to chill..because look quite normal.don't know how to cut above the edge.

spent the whole day at home.never even stepped out of the house.

wanted to subscribe starhub and get the free samsung 32" LCD TV,but did a calculation this morning after i called up their cust svs and asked.
it's like i have not only to pay for the subscriptions,but i have to pay for my mum & my own hp lines.total add up around $204 incl of GST.
so it's like i am paying about $4800 for this LCD TV for 2 years.definitely not worth.somemore we have free 1 year subscription of some broadband TV.and mum has her own hp line too,under my name.
so if signing up,means have to pay for one extra SH hp line & cable TV.which means $70 extra/mth.to people like me who doesn't earn much,shiong.i would rather fork out the money to buy the LCD.

so verdict;call up singnet to see whether am i liable for any charge if i wish to terminate my broadband 3 months earlier.if can,i may probably ask mum to subscribe MOL as i am black listed by them :X
if i have to pay for the early termination charge,i will wait till end of july.

recently my courier friend,khairul took my friend fairuz & i,a short spin ,thought we could spot bapok (transvetite) at changi beach,but it was still early.
so we proceeded deeper inside changi village,and passed by old changi hospital (did not take pic of it,scared unwanted things might be captured). now then i know that the hospital is just diagonally opposite hendon camp (commando camp).

there's a one way narrow road beside it,it was very dark,i think i saw a car on top.asked khairul to drive in see see,but he said there was police car patrolling behind,so he can't.






next,we went to loyang dua bek gong to see.
i never prayed,but i saw quite a number of chinese girls there sia.khairul said that alot of people striked toto after they got the winning numbers from the temple.

well,to me i feel that this kind of fortune cannot be asked one.
if you strike,good for you but you jolly well 'repay kindness',like spend some money to buy offerings or donate the money to the temple,or anything that 'benefit' the temple.
if not,you gonna have bad luck for 3 years.

time flies very fast at ASC.

though the bus stop is a 5-7 min walk from my home,i always in a happy mood to walk to the bus stop/walk home.

was slacking for 3 hours yesterday till i knocked off work.very shiok!!!!it was the first time that i was so slacked at work!!!!spent my time sleeping in the aircon changing room due to not enough of sleep these days.

and lastly,took a pic of my DAP (digital audio player) with my 2X-S:

was chatting with sindy,my friend whom i have known on irc for at least 5 years!
then she was having problem with her pc,so i thought i could guide her on the formatting.but the old problem persisted and so in the end,samcheng helped her to solve it through the phone :X
(forgot to boot disk from C drive)

here are some pics dedicated to sindy who is keen to know how my place looks.(she 'complained' that the previous pics i posted are dark)

the gahment has already planned to build up condos on the vast field.and... it would block our wealth... :(


haha the above pic is dark too :X but the sun makes it nice,don't you agree,SINDY? :P




up: it's my room with the windows opened.oops my shadow! *blushed*
down: the scenery very nice even it's dark,isn't it?


exit to the passage way.


view from inside.


view from service yard (so-called balcony)

a clear view of the road junction.

n95 just rox my world.yesterday i just connected it to mah TV:

taken with my n95 shooting the TV :p

i am glad that i am staying put at ASC wahahaha because of the shipment.very slack!shiong also shiong awhile! :X (to think that i always wanted to join the guys over at XSC!) :XXXXX

had a small meeting today,sebas said that all the local DHL svc centers may get every sat off (or alternate off,forgot).have to be decided by the upper management.

here are some 'night' pics:


am staying on the right block,and 2nd highest storey on the right side. (room kanna blocked by the lamp post,hahahaha)


taken just outside the lift lobby.(and HDB new concept of estates machiam like condo styles!)



taken beside the rubbish chute LOL :X

stayed at home for the whole of sunday,watching nicolas cage & sean connery's 'the rock' on mah DVD player.

my cousin,frankie & his wife,were around here yesterday and he called me and asked whether am i at home,so coincidental that he was at my block lol.they were here just to find some show flat,to see the units layouts.
they came over and left in around an hour's time.

and sam was supposed to meet xiaopigu aka anthony yesterday to get the LCD monitor which i lent him couple of months ago.
it turned out that xpg could not make it,and sam waited for the whole day.
some misunderstanding i am sure of.

so at night,we were chatting on IRC and rach asked me to give a call to xpg since i'm the owner of the LCD.i did called him,but he did not picked it up.
and the story goes on.

and now,looks like xpg dislikes me.i do not know why would someone dislikes a person who had lent him an LCD monitor for months.
maybe because i parted his channel?why i parted?
because he had said something which i did not like.

me: even if you intro her to me,i am not good enough for her
xpg: ya

over on MSN,he said that he did not intro me that girl because her ex-bf is a scholar from NUS.
haha never knew that i am belittled by him so much,oh maybe because i am just a data entry clerk and just an O lv holder.hence not good enough to know some girl who is standing at 1.75m tall (BUT AT LEAST I AM 1.81M TALL)

hence since i did not like what he said,of course i was unhappy about it and left his channel.
what for stay when i buey song of what he said?attitude/petty you may call it,at least i shown out my inner side rather than to conceal it.

and hor,i always wonder why he has such a luck to know pretty girls.somemore he is not yandao leh,though he may look cute.but too bad,his character does not justify the "peach" luck he has with girls.
on the contrary,i am tall,okay looking,but why do i not have such a luck?people on IRC say i am fuck up,but at least i am true to myself.not like someone,is not feeling abit grateful of what i did,lent him an LCD,that is.
somemore i did not know him well,just that we hit it off well that time.so since he needed an LCD and i had a spare one,of course i was fine with it to loan him.
but is this the fucking treatment i deserve from xpg?

if because of parting his channel which makes him dislikes me,i don't have anything to say.

he said that i was comparing myself to him and i feel small. for this,i beg to differ.
not because i feel small,just that comparing myself to him in a sense of having a luck to get closer to pretty girls.come on lah,singles like me,it's understood to have such a feeling.

i was stupid enough to lend him the LCD which i got the installment from courts at $65/mth.just finished paying up.

for all of you who are reading this,as an onlooker,what do you think?

taken while i had nothing to do at work,and i think i look rather cute though my nose & lips are rather wide.

it's been a week since last blog.been lazy to type.
to make up for the past one week's inactiveness,here are some pics which i took last week:

samcheng & his ang ku kueh (liying),how compatible they are!!!and .... i am still single.
rach said i have slimmed down,but look haggard.and seriously,i may have slimmed down,but my face still looks bah bah.not as yandao as last year :X.maybe the problem lies with mah hairstyle.oh ya,throughout the 6 years i have known sam,that was the first time we took pic together.

shipments over at ASC is much lesser,knock off at 10.30pm everyday.but recently,i have to learn vincent's jobscope as senior data entry because now it's just the two of us who are data entry,so if he's not around,i shall know what to do.

bad thing is i am like kanna pressurised as i have to learn this and that.and if we have a chance to go back XSC to join the guys,and if vincent is not around,i have to cover his duties which is like omfg.for your info,XSC's shipments is much much more than that of ASC's.

good thing is i am glad that i am going to learn the jobscope of a team leader.

not only that,i have learnt some new things this week from my colleague who is an OA (operation agent),learnt how to handle shipments,though abit,but it goes a long way.

mmmm...off on good friday,supposed to work but i told sebas that i have to go and pray as well have to go for a bed-hunting.that was why vincent took over,and was told that there are shipments on that day.

confirm i have to cover the duties for the next holiday which is labour day,because there are shipments during PH.if not,DE (data entry) would not even have to work on PH.

my relatives commented that i have slimmed down alot when we met at the temple (of course i was happy!!)and after praying,mum & i,and our relatives went to my cousin,marie's new love nest,situated just beside the temple.simple yet nice,and i must say that her kitchen is AT LEAST 2x bigger than our's.

the water basin of her main toilet is nicer than our's,is the rectangle type.our's is just an oval shape one.

her downlights costs $20 each,but our's,totally no different from her lights,costs $48/pax.

mum and i felt cheated.we should have asked my uncle to buy for us as he has cheaper lobangs.

darn jesus,i forgot to take pics with mah n95. -___-

and they said that marie's sister,tracy,has applied for condo with her hubby-to-be just near her house.it is under construction.omfg,the condo costs half a million!!!!!!!!!boh weh gong,quite okay lah,tracy & her hubby have the ability to pay for the monthly loan,somemore after her hubby sold off his flat,the burden will be lighter.

after marie's place,our relatives included marie & her hubby,came to our new home (no longer house,haha).my uncle said that i am going to be rich as my room is facing the sea,a good geographical location for chinese as water means wealth.and he asked me to pray hard that the gahment will not build the opposite buildings as high as 13th storey.

even samcheng has a gf for so many months liao,and i am still single.maybe the problem lies with the working environment as there isn't any girl,for now.

sian leh,i really want a gf,not because of sex,but because i am lonely,and i wanna take good care of her,i want someone to sayang me when i am tired,someone whom i can share my ups & downs with.and vice versa.

am i so bad?apart from having a low income (below 2k),pocesses a big sized body (luckily i am tall enough)?

i am not handsome,but at least i look okay and i have a good face complexion.(sounds gh3y though)

no,i don't smoke,drink,gamble & hook.if you think you will see me in geylang,you are wrong.

except that i have to go there for praying a few times in a year. :p

recently,i managed to catchup with a sweet looking girl on MSN.her name is Priscilla.the last time we met,was back in year 2005.

time flies,known her for 2+ years.

just before i blog,i was awaken by a weird dream,i was at somewhere near a sea (not my house),and people were strolling,don't know why i ended up pushing a roll of giant toilet paper roll,and before i realised,it just rolled into the sea,i saw it slowly emerged with mah own eyes.

and i thought i have polluted the sea,and quickly siam before anyone finds out :X

weird,isn't it?

rach asked me to test some night shots using N95:
1. this was in only flash mode (automatic).we thought that the flash light is weak. -_-


2.second testing of flash mode (on)

3.finally,this was in 'night portrait' mode,a heaven & hell diff.and rach asked me did i take the pics with or without lights on.LOL.