went for an interview at DHL, changi north for the position of admin.
waiting for the reply.

"she" SMS me asking why was i so quiet on IRC.and she called me for a chat!!
she said i am so hard to understand as i am so quiet...
upon me asking her what made her changed to a chatty person,she said that she was just
trying to be more open up. i should learn this from her, seriously.

she said i was like a little boy behaving so shy over the meal yesterday as i was looking down on the table most of the time....and she said i look so young!

upon asking me would i join them for gathering again, definitely i would as long as time & venue permit!

actually i find it abit hard to communicate with her as she always tend to speak so fast..

i shall take things easily... no more pessismistic thoughts.
because of my negative thinking, always caused arguements between 2 of us.
let nature runs it's courses.
i want to be open up,especially towards her. :D

actually i am not as shy as she thought,except that i only shy towards the girl whom i like.
normal days when i was with those whom i am familiar with; samcheng, von & xue, berricia, just to name a few, i wasn't as shy.in fact, i was chatty.
i think hor,if "she" sees the other side of me,she might be surprised!

i am happy today....even her SMS in short sentences made my day, let alone her call!

i need to speak more english, though i do not sound as bad nor fluent,just acceptable.
and i need....confidence.

AND A JOB!

song for the day: Anita Baker - i apologise

1st season of today's blog;

blog in "reverse order".

took LRT ,it rained heavily, took another round,
left foot get stepped by a fella.

after 2nd round,still raining, took 3rd round,
left foot again, get stepped by a student.



this time,decided to alight as i thought the rain was gone.
but it never, heck, lazy to walk back into LRT for 4th round.
so i used my bag to surface on my head, walked back home.



been to adecco job agency for interview at anson road.flagged cab down though i was still late, luckily agent does not mind it.
the office is at 35f, very high,can see the spectacular seaview,that's real seaview.unlike mine;


top; taken in the morning 6+am
below; taken in the evening 7+pm.

before interview, was having lunch at swensens with bill, calamari`, luvbabe & lighthse.
bill insisted to treat all of us, really appreciated it.

lighthse and i had fish & chips, he finished first while i ate slowly....


calamari` didn't finished her food...such a waste.bill teased her, saying she should be thrown in africa as there are alot of poor people hunger for food.... lol
but she's a small eater, macdonald's kids' meal is enough for her, though still got "spare change" at times... :p

latest update at 530pm;
my agent over at recruitexpress has 3 lobangs for me, paya lebar/changi cargo/macpherson.
the one at changi cargo sounds familiar eh?it's DHL, but not the one i used to work with,it's another management.
the one at macpherson is siemens company, but 5 hrs a day only.zzzzz
paya lebar's jobscope, downloading data for the computer, that was what my agent told me.


2nd season of today's blog;

doing a "tribute" for my 1.5 yr old home @ punggol: (warnings; consumes bandwidth due to many pics)

construction begun in year 2003/4;




in the midst.

the block nearest to the entrance:

before and after.and on the right is my block, the last to be built among the clusters.


the diff between brown and white?


almost there.....


some touch ups...


punggol meadows seperated across the road (right), abit of camouflage isn't it?



and now (the block nearest to the entrance).
my room blocked by the lamp light lol.

overall landscape.

side/backview.


the sea is just behind.coney island is on the left (covered)


the "interior" view.

Edgedale Green is the name.

shifted in 26-03-2007. exactly 1.5 yr plus 3 days.

for more pics taken from my room/house.

hope you guys enjoyed the pics.

you are not going to know all these,but he just want to let it out;

he was an attention seeker but he only wanted you to notice him.
without him as your friend makes no difference in your life as there are so many bees around showering you with attention.

he is a weakling, he does not know what's going on in your mind....shouldn't you feel happy as there is someone willing to give you all his attention?always mentioning you in his blog?
but why didn't you meet up with him?why did you rather meet up with the rest despite that you have known him the longest among all?

did you know how anxious he look forward towards the meetup after you were back from aussie?especially when you asked for a hug during meetup.
but it was cancelled.

you said he is hard to understand but he has tried to be more open up towards you,yet you treated him so coldly unlike the way you treated the others despite you once told him that he is different, but it looks like he does not have your "priviledge" anymore.

he really wish that he could have pampered you with lots of love, care & concern,gave you plenty of privacy freedom, won't be sticky to you, tried his best to make you smile everyday, faithful towards you..only set his eyes on you...and he won't hurt you like what you exes have did to you.

even for you,he's willing to travel towards the extreme west.

why didn't you give him a chance despite that you always whined about wanting so much to be loved?

why did not you strike a conversation with him in PM?despite that you were so friendly and chatty towards the others in the main.

did you know that he joined in IRC just in case you needed someone to confide your problem with?though he may not be the someone and though you rarely confide in him.
so what is he to you? someone different from others? or just a normal friend like everyone?

even a simple greeting from you in PM made his day.
isn't he simple enough?don't you have the chemistry towards him?
why not you just give 2 of you a chance to try out a brand new r/s?

most of these mentioned stuffs never existed at all last time before you joined in that particular channel.

indeed, you've changed.

with or without him in your life makes no difference.because you would rather be more chatty towards the others.

he is just like a piece of transparent glass.

he's in the lower class of society whilst you're in the mid/higher class.inferior complex strikes him hard.


have a good year ahead.

went to IRC yesterday to find "her" for chat,she then asked me whether do i want to go for swensens at Bugis on monday.
i am fine with it....finally i'm going to meet her though in a group.

don't know who initiated phone conf with me as the host,the girls called in including "her" and 1 or 2 other male chatters.abit boh liao, because the girls were laughing away...then all hung up after awhile. zzzzzzzz
how i wished that she never hung up...and carry on phone chat with me....

don't know whether wanna join von mei & xue for soju, kester & shirni's birthday party at ECP tonight.or to meet L (friend whom i have known at viwawa) at bugis for dinner.

anyway, i have to make a trip down to peninsula plaza later to retrieve back my certs as i have left it during my purchase of bermudas days ago, thursday.
hopefully the staffs kept it for me,if not,i'd have to spend moolah to ask MOE to make hard copies for my N & O lv certs.
initially i wasn't really worried about it till my job agent has arranged an interview with me on coming monday.(going to international plaza straight after the meetup)

should i go to ECP or to meet L? hmm....

song for the day: Atlantic Starr - masterpiece

never blogged for 10 days...

just write whatever my mind can think of now...

i see no point to lose contact with "her", it was my pettiness which brought myself into this plight..
so i have SMS her last night to apologise but she never get back at all.i think she does not wish to reply me.really no point to lose her as a friend.
i wanted to SMS her just now, but come to think of it, don't think she would reply me.

i never detested her at all,never.
in fact,i miss her.i really do.but i don't want to tell her as she does not like this kind of mushy stuff.
certain songs in my ipok remind me of her.

latest update at 1037pm, i just received her SMS!!!! i think my telco M1 was lagging....i received 5 SMS one shot...

she said i do not need a friend like her...i think she's emo-ing....
i then replied, i need her as she's my only confidant...

i am happy that she took the effort to reply though she's kinda degrading herself....

this entry is delicated to her.

song for the day: Crowded House - don't dream it's over

happy belated mooncake festival!
pic i took a year ago;
it was then an event organised by PGF ,for the celebration of mooncake festival.
supposed to bring xue along to aloha loyang for this year celebration,but she was then dead tired after she came back from bangkok.
she called me at 12+pm,the first thing she said "si brother!" si in chinese means die, just like you are going to scold that person in a teasing manner.but not really a cursing.

xue scolded me because she have seen her pic on my blog. wahahahahaha!!! :P

anyway, glad that she came back from bangkok safety despite that it was chaos there.
as usual...she nagged at me quickly grab newspaper to get a job. -_-
i know she and von mei care for me.really appreciate it.

and that was the 1st time that i ever heard xue giggled slightly over the phone.
told her that and she said, "you have think too much" :|

click the below image and read it from the top.those are bastards though i must admit that it was hell funny. :X


funny right?sam pasted me the link on MSN.so i thought i gonna share it with you guys.


though "she" oi at me...i still miss her.miss her giggling over the phone,cute.
sigh....though von mei told me to forget her as she does not like me at all,i still can't bear to
ignore her.
i don't know man.....i wanted so much of us to chat in pm, but she always remained quiet.
i asked her,she replied. nothing more else.
i wish that she knows that she has my full attention.

she rather initiated meet ups with a few regular chatters than to meet me up.i was first on her "namelist" whom she wished to meet up after her aussie trip in july.
i have waited ever in may/june.but disappointment was what i've got.

she claimed that she was looking forward to meet me,but it was all an empty talk.
we were supposed to meet up in national day ,just the 2 of us but something cropped up.and we had some arguement again.

i like her character alot but then...she has been giving me an impression that she's an attention seeker and she tends to play hard to get.
she is selfish at times too,in a way that she never spared a thought on how others (and me) felt.

i really don't get it,she wants to be loved by someone simple who cares for and be faithful to her.
i am confident to say that i fit in her criteria, though i am not good looking nor have a stable career.but i am simple enough. (she does not go for looks nor appearance in r/s)

and next,she said that she wants to concentrate on her career.

ain't she in dilemma?

i mean since she said that she has gotten over her past r/s,why she is not brave enough to be in a new r/s?

to think that i always thought we have a chance to be a couple after our few meet ups.but never expected that we don't have the chance to meet up at all.

there is someone whom she knows for 5 months,treating her so nice,giving her full attention,be there for her most of the time when she is down though 2 of them have yet to meet up.

why did she still whine about herself to be loved when there is already someone ready to be accepted by her?

maybe i should not have fell in love with someone who only concentrates in her career and not fall in love at the moment.
i just wish that we can get to know each other better whenever we meet up so that she is more open up toward me,before we may have an option to be a couple.

i'm tired.i have told her i would wait for her to be ready and at the same time,waiting for another suitable girl to appear.whichever comes first.
i just want some girl who is faithful, kind hearted. gentle is an added bonus.she has all what it takes to be a nice gf. ^^

i'm yearned to be in a new r/s again after 3 yrs of singlehood...i want to pamper my gf...with all my attention she wants.i really do.

i know i am cut out to be a nice bf. call me thickskinned.

song for the day: Pebbles - straight from my heart

2 entries in a day.

feeling moody.
since "she" is not reading my blog,i shall rant here!

was helping an IRC chatter to google for some stuffs,as the link was very long,i PM him and thought he did received my PM but he claimed that he did not in the main channel;
me: i did PM you, you never received?
he: no

so ended up i pasted the long link in the main channel which "she" and i were at.
,she then said;
"oi"
"dun flood"
"go pm"

after that, the chatter;
"okie can pm me now"

i don't know whether did she know that i have already pm that chatter in the 1st place before flooding the channel.doubt she knew it.
if she did,she would not have "oi" at me.
i mean,you can't expect me to ask for that chatter's MSN just to paste the link in the pm?

do you know how rude to call others "oi" even though it was virtual?maybe depending on the situation or who calls you that.if you don't know their names,fine.
but "she" oi at me when she should have called my nick or name.

"eh u angry ah"
"wat happened"
"nothing"
"y"
"i'm juz telling u not to flood"
"wats wrong wif dat"
"up to u"
"bye"
"is this wat u want?"
"ok"
"fine"
"u'll never see me again"

i never replied her.if she remembers,i told her before that sentences in caps is as good as shouting to someone.it applies the same to "oi"

call me petty/narrow minded if you want.
i just felt abit hurt,to be "oi" by someone i like.
i won't even give a damn if others "oi" at me.

ps: please take note the bold.

stayed at home the whole saturday.

received "her" pm on IRC at 928am but i was still sleeping... missed "doraemon" on ch 8.

did nothing today except PCC and got myself a "10 consecutive wins" medal:


my PCC skill is improving these days... somehow this game trains me to be more cautious &
observant. so far, i won 70 rounds and lost 38 rounds, with 1 round draw.
so any of you PCC at viwawa too?add me ,my username is brax.

*so-called-disclaimer*:
for the benefit of doubts,here in my blog; PCC means play chinese chess, not Pak Chiu Cheng (for boys, masturbation in hokkien).

my buddy for 12 yrs, nick MSN me asking me to lend him my "crossroads mylar" earphone;

courtesy of hard-ware clinic.
this pair of earphones cost $65,but it was free.a deal which i made with Wilson last year when i was still with DHL.
yeah, don't look down on this small pairs.it makes alot of audiophiles "wow" over it.

but nevertheless, i still prefer my customise "westone" ES2;


made a pair 2 yrs ago.though it is no longer with me, i love it's sound most.wider soundstage.
don't you think they look somehow like chocolates? lol

i have another acquisition which was made last year january, introducing "sensaphonics profonic 2X-S":

this pair has the most solid isolation.what's isolation? stick your 2 fingers into your ear on both side,the sound around you becomes very minimal right?that applies to 2X-S.

for the above custom made models,you would not want to know the price tags. :X

mum came back at around 3pm as she had to attend the Yakult dinner earlier on...we had late lunch together before she went off.

"she" MSN me and asking me whether the change in her is alot...she drank alot last night and she cried because she realised that she changed.she does not like it...i felt sad for her.
she wants to quit IRC and even MSN as the former has changed her.

i should cherish my friends and to forget her,she said.
of course lah,i told her that her words hurt me though i was also happy that she confided in me.really happy... :D

no matter what,i always hope that she tells me her problem.
anyway, she is ok liao. :D

watched Jet Li's Fist of Legend while munching away the sugar peanuts which was meant for mum :X

an old movie released in 1994.he was then 31.
actually i dozed off during the final duel. zZzZzz.....

mum came back at 11+pm after the Yakult event,she won herself a Philips DVD portable player,heard from her that it was the 8th prize.1st prize was a 50" plasma/LCD TV.

a boring saturday with nothing....as usual.

song for the day: Johnny Gill ft. Kenny G - My,My,My

hey peeps! hope you like the brand new layout of my blog!just created last late night.

thanks to "her" for helping me to google curry pok pics. lol

and samcheng was the first one to view it.
he had just re-created his blog again (made a comeback after a couple of years!).tagged his blog link on mine.try reading his blog,he is one funny fella.unexplainable of his funny style. heh i don't know how to describe it. read it!

was on IRC chatting with "her" in pm,though we had nothing much to chat about,i still feel happy! :D
but then,i always hope that she PM me....and has something to chat with me.. ..even a simple "hi" makes my day!

supposed to meet von mei at the arcade zone above of dhoby ghaut MRT, but i thought she was at plaza singapura level 7. i never read her SMS properly .my bad. :p

we were having our late lunch at PS, the famous indonesian food stall, we ordered grilled chicken set (menu 2 LOL) as usual.it was my 4th time eating it.
thanks to von mei for her recommendation!

i don't usually eat the chicken skin but i can't resist the skin of this grilled chicken set.very yummy!!
forgot to borrow von's cam hp as i do not have a camfone.so here's a pic i took from another site:

for $4.80, it's definitely worth the moolah! and an additional of $0.50 for added vegetables.

von mei bought me 2 pieces of siew mai from Tiong Bahru Pau ,it was nice,nicer than the one we had over at yumcha dimsum restaurant
though one piece cost $0.70. try it, bery nice.

we then went to arcade zone (again for her lol) to play photohunt....and some others.had a great time.thanks von mei. :P

before we went back to our respective destination, we headed to carrefour.
candid camera!

von mei took a pic of my back! =|~
now then i realised that i have a rather curvy shoulder,slanting down :|
must be the fats... lol
and i think i am abit hunchback,don't you think so?
and my pants looked huge enough. D:
but from my back view, i am not that fat right? maybe i look like a bear which some of my friends told me so.

decided to ask von mei to take a pic with me:

oh gawd.can see my fatty arm? LOL

we went to the peanuts department:


von mei very wu xim (thoughtful), she remembered i told her that my mum likes sugar peanut. :D
wanted to take separate pics of sugar peanut and the other packet but von mei "displayed" it on top of some boxes LOL


von mei was asking me how does this flavour of drink taste like;

how do you pronounce "honeysuckle"? i just read it as honeysucker tee hee.
anyway, i bought one bottle and tried it earlier on,not sweet nor does it taste nice.but overall it's ok.

A TIT FOR TAT! LOL!

gotcha!
hey actually von mei has a sexy backview,at least to me. :X

plain jack (boy's version to that of girl's "plain jane";

man,i should have looked better if my face slimmed down abit.and i think i have rather a wide pair of lips.

cheeeeeesSSeeee!!!!


FROWN!! (look at my "tutu" lips)


the wine cellar;


i still think the below pic looks the best!!

except that i have rather "wide" cheeks maybe due to my bone structure.

nerdy me:

taken in april, 2007.was then wearing DHL uniform, with that "orbit" reebok spects.
i think i looked rather cute with that "tutu" lips.

proudly presents the only pic which samcheng and i took together,in april 07 too:

i know i looked rather haggard.

and the most compatible cute couple:

very cute hor? even my mum said their future baby sure looks very very cute!OMFG!

after you have seen the pics,do you think i am abit tanned?

that's all for today!hope you guys enjoyed the pics! thankiew!
last but not least, thanks for your nokia cam phone, von mei!



song for the day : limp bizkit - take a look around (rock)

one day 2 entries.

do you think looks matter in a r/s?

personally, i'd be telling a lie if i say "no".naturally, a good looking individual attracts people around to know him/her better.
but for me,i'm not asking for a pretty gf...all i really want is some girl who is simple...i need her attention, care & concern....and most importantly, her faithfulness.
if you thought that i really mind looks in r/s,sorry to disappoint you.none of my exes is pretty,they are all below average looking.

no, don't get me wrong.i'm not saying i am good looking,i'm just a plain looking fella who is seeking for romance.

i don't really beo at pretty girls on the street,unless if you consider it as a quick glance.

i really want to be a better man.get a proper job, earn money, clear my o/s bills, save up, upgrade myself....get a gf.... be a good bf.

seriously, i never really thought of marriage.because i can't afford nor the capability to get married in SG.i don't mind letting my gf staying together with me,or some people call it, domestic partnership.i think it simply means co-habitation.

am i selfish?i know that a man must have a career first before he starts a family of his own.
i'm approaching 30 soon.
hmm...

last night,i helped my mum to deliver Yakult to the nearby blocks across the road as mum had something on in the evening.
it was my first time doing this, can you imagine a big guy carrying 2 green Yakult bags? hahahaha!

the 1st customer whom i have visited was the nicest among all,they are a couple, the lady gave me tissue paper as she saw my sweats on the forehead.oh my god...how nice!

i realised that i tend to be nervous when i was exchanging the coins when the customers passed me the moolah.and i always said ,"sorry, just a sec".... my habit.or more towards like politeness?

the bags were heavy in the beginning, but the load were lessen and the money bag became a very tad heavier after each unit i went to. lol

went back home and on my CRT 17" monitor,saw "her" msn msg, saying that she can feel my anger,and wished me luck followed by a "bye",she then offline.i then SMS her saying that i wasn't angry with her,all i asked for was abit of her attention. but she never replied though she came to msn again.but i never msn her as i thought she must be angry with me despite that i have said what i said on SMS.

managed to catch the 9pm baby show.but after the show,i went to deliver Yakult again, to my cluster of blocks.time taken, only 20 mins, because it was only 4 units.the last unit was rather hostile,they never opened the door,they asked who am i and i replied, they just replied impolitely "bu yao, bu yao (don't want,don't want)". i then told them they did ordered it from my mum but ended up with the same reply.
forget it lor, went home...luckily they are not staying far away,just my next block. phew!

chatted over the phone with my pcc kakhi (let's call her L) last night,were laughing most of the time.was surprised that she is still single despite that she is pretty and older but hey, she looks much younger than her actual age!

for those who are reading this for the first time, pcc means play chinese chess, not the pcc you kinky guys thought of!



L was asking me about xue,so ended up i sent her a pic of xue's. she was rather shocked that xue is so pretty!i don't beg to differ :p.
i even told L that i rate xue 8 out of 10 for her looks.L then asked me how i rate her then. i should have spared for her thought as i told her "7".. she was like somehow brooding over my rating.

*so-called-disclaimer*:
since xue also posted the pic of 2 of us on her friendster despite that i asked her not to post it up.
i shall post her pic on my blog, don't care anymore!lalalalala

hey people, i might have given you an impression that i go for pretty girls.hell no,all i want is a plain jane with a kind heart,and her faithfulness toward me.
pretty girls to me are just for our eyes, of course lah, i don't look at girls to such an extent that i will turn my eyes for her.unless she is really exceptionally gorgeous, just like what i have mentioned in my previous entries , a lady in white whom i have walked past at clarke quay.i give her 9 out of 10.

girls are already complex, let alone pretty ones.i agreed on what xue have said,"yandao are useless,always ended up in trouble" though she never emphasised much on pretty girls.
put it simply,good looks attract unwanted attention. luckily i am plain looking.L also told me "you have a nice voice" and "your voice does not match your looks" darn, of course i know i'm just an average joe/plain jack. hahahaha

and if you people thought that xue and me are machiam like couple, no we are not and never to be in the future, because we have someone on our mind.and most importantly,we do not have that kind of chemistry which i have for "her".

von mei asked me to join her and xue for breakfast as xue is leaving singapore for bangkok at 3pm.aiya...after so much of 3 of us talking over the phone,final decision, i stay at home while von mei meets xue.furthermore, the latter does not want us to see her off at the airport,god-knows-why.

msn "her" and clarified that i was not angry with her.chatted with her...and came to know something.it makes my day. :D

below is some conversation between me and SAMCHENG, my 7 yrs good friend known from IRC:

change. says (12:24 PM):
cheesepie!!!!
change. says (12:24 PM):
i am so happy
change. says (12:24 PM):
hahahahahaha
| Sam | DBFF | Orbit.Around.Me | says (12:26 PM):
happy for you bro
change. says (12:26 PM):
you very funny leh
change. says (12:26 PM):
why never ask me why i happy
| Sam | DBFF | Orbit.Around.Me | says (12:27 PM):
must be got cheesepie related one lor
change. says (12:27 PM):
LOL
change. says (12:27 PM):
NICE ONE!
change. says (12:27 PM):
WAH KAO!
| Sam | DBFF | Orbit.Around.Me | says (12:28 PM):
lol
| Sam | DBFF | Orbit.Around.Me | says (12:37 PM):
so whats the story
change. says (12:37 PM):
i won lottery 1st prize
change. says (12:38 PM):
can shake leg at home for 10 years liao
| Sam | DBFF | Orbit.Around.Me | says (12:42 PM):
lol
| Sam | DBFF | Orbit.Around.Me | says (12:42 PM):
congrats bro
change. says (12:45 PM):
hey why you never asked me how much i have won?
| Sam | DBFF | Orbit.Around.Me | says (12:46 PM):
can shake leg 10 yrs means quite alot
| Sam | DBFF | Orbit.Around.Me | says (12:46 PM):
200k?
change. says (12:46 PM):
LOL
change. says (12:46 PM):
no lah...some other thing that made me happier than winning lottery!
| Sam | DBFF | Orbit.Around.Me | says (12:47 PM):
i see , got cheesepie , win lottery , what else

don't ask me what is "cheesepie", you would not want to know it. hahahaha

i am really happy.

bon voyage to my brother, xue.

xue ever asked me what is my dream,i never really answer her except i just replied "don't know".
actually i wanted to be an architect when i was 17,maybe because i liked to draw.their "artist impression" never failed to awe me.but i never worked hard to be one.


finally i have gotten my one week's pay yesterday, it was more than what i expected.
and it's time to buck up,get a job.

had been going out with xue these days,and my tummy is getting bigger. what's more?just had dimsum yesterday with xue,von mei and her bf.

i just grabbed one after another,that was why i got full so fast...

and as usual without fail,xue always like to suan me,emphasise how fat am i,and she said,"even if i want a bf,i also won't choose him (me),no job and so fat.the person i like is fat,but not as fat as errr....*she looked at me*"
for people who don't know us,you must be thinking that how mean xue was,but afterall,i have used to her sacarstism at me.

if you guys are wondering how fat am i,ok.
my weight is 110kg and my height is 1.83m. BMI: 32.8
but xue thought i was 90+kg initially till i told her my actual weight.
she was surprised (or shock?) too.

majority said i am fat,only the very minority ones said i am big sized,not fat.
but most of them said that my body will look good if i go train up in gym.
and my older cousin has been telling me since i was young that girls will like my body if i go train up.and he urged my mum not to let me eat those muscle enhance pills. -__-

well,i have told myself few months ago that i would like to apply to be an airsteward IF only i shed off 30kg of fats.not because i like to serve the passengers like a waiter,but it's the pay ,incentives and bonus which attract me.
hard to say lah,i want to do alot of things after i slimmed down.
i ever told xue that the first thing i wanna do, learn roller blading.
and my ultimate target is 80kg.
i envy tay ping hui's built.he has the height and the body.i think he is around 1.85m tall.



just started to PCC at viwawa, got to know a new female friend whom i was rather surprised that there are girls actually who know how to PCC in SG.a nice looking lady whom i find her comfortable to chat with.we just chatted over the phone yesterday,yeah a relaxing chat is what everyone likes.
unlike someone who is unreasonable with a quick & bad temper,so what if she is pretty?her attitude is a turn off, totally.

speaking of which, was very surprised that i got a gift from my another online friend, Pumpkin through von mei.actually it came with 2 sets,so he just asked von mei to pass me one set.nevertheless, i really appreciate it.at least it shows that he takes me as a friend. :D

the gift is a Guiness box which contains a set of chinese chess,they are small pieces and it look nice and cute.
just nice i brought my set of chess along too,so that i can play it with von mei's bf at her shop after dimsum yesterday.

people, do you think win or lose really matters? i used to think that winning is everything,but i have realised that it does not really matter.what matters is the experience/lesson gain during the game.