thanks samcheng for helping me to create a new look of my blog.
next time blanja you currypoks.

lacking of motivation to carry on drawing, everything seems like so dull.
worst , lunar 7th month is coming soon. hopefully the "aura" around me does not affect
my upcoming new job.

been listening to english oldies from 80s to 90s nowadays, just want to increase more "top rated" songs in my iPhone. speaking of it, iPhone 4 is releasing on our shore on 30th july.
even if i want to have it,have to wait for my recontract on dec.
maybe i just stick to my 3GS. that's much depending am i still working as a croupier then.
what i need is more confidence to face the gamblers at the pit table.

i really need a companion, some girl for me to miss daily, a chatty one.cannot be quiet or else disaster lol.
looks wise, an average jane will do.pretty girls to me tend to be more complex & materialistic, not referring to all.
figure, though i am plump, i wish for a slim gf.abit chubby is fine.

deem me as superficial or shallow, but each of us has the right to set a criteria for a gf/bf.
and i am aware that girls have the right to judge me whether do i pass their criteria when it comes to physical appearance.
chemistry & feel are the most crucial factors to pave a road for a potential relationship too.

i am confident that i am decent looking,just that i am weighing on the bigger scale.
i do not mind revealing my m&kg;
1.83m @ 104kg.
yeah i have lost another kilo recently, that makes it 4kg since march.
it's hard for me to aim for 2 digits once i hit 100kg.
fortunately i do not look that fat, just plump.probably to those slim people,i am fat.